A LETTER TO GOD
BY ADMIN PUBLISHED May 4, 2021, UPDATED January 3, 2023
10th April 2021
Dear God,
Today, I pour my heart out to you.
Since a young age, we have been made to believe in you. Believe in your existence. And I being a naïve kid, trusted in you. As I grow up, I begin to doubt whether your presence is a reality or just another figment of our bizarre imagination. I do not really understand what the truth is. All I know is that there is always something more than what meets the eye, and your case might be a similar one.
According to me, you are that light at the end of the tunnel which might seem invisible but is there nonetheless to guide me when the need arises. You are my best friend who keenly listens to all my problems and quietly accepts all the criticism and blame that I send your way. You never complain about it unlike me who never stops doing that.
This moment, I confess to you that when I face a hardship, I think that you don’t care enough about me to help me out. I feel that you are too busy to bother looking after a meagre being like me and because of this, I sometimes lose faith in you. I forget that with every obstacle that I face, I grow into a better and a more mature version of myself. I also fail to remember the sense of relief that follows a problem. I even tend to lose focus of all the good things you have done for me. I act ungratefully like a spoilt teenager and I am truly very sorry for disappointing you mon ami.
I cannot promise you that I will be content with what I have and never moan about it because I know myself too well to say that. But I can still give you a guarantee that I will try my best to turn into that fine person you aspire me to be. I will grow and develop in all aspects and prove to you that I am worth your concern.
I hope that you forgive my foolish mistakes and help me confront any adversity that dares to challenge me. Please bear with this silly soul mon cher dieu. I will aim to never let you, my truest friend, down. Hold me close to your heart please.
Fearlessly voicing her insecurities
Your earnest devotee
Sharanya
PS: Being the selfish person that I am, I have a little request. From my list of desires, as the priority, I only want you to please reopen my school soon because, as you know, the online classes have been a little difficult. And, if it goes on this way, I am going to fail the board examinations. And since you know how much they matter, I beg you to help me. I desperately need your support at any cost
SHARANYA- 10 D
